Alice Miller

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alice_Miller_(psychologist)

At first when I started reading Alice's book I was disgusted and ended up throwing it back on the book shelf with disappointment.

Possibly it answered questions with answers that I really didn't want to hear.

Then a few months later I started reading Jon Kabit Zinn 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jon_Kabat-Zinn

I love his work.

While I've tried to work though a few of his books...I think I'm just not yet ready in some cases to take that leap forward though I really hope I can some time soon as I think he's just amazing. I think I'm on a loop which I need to sort out as every time I start to meditate I end up...argh!

But anyway... Jon referenced Alice Millers work and books.

I was like eh? But she's off the wall...so...I went back with beginners mind...Thanks to Jon.

Wow!

Talk about thinking and really getting to the heart of an issue....

These books stayed with me for a long time. Both Jon and Alice have given me clues to work with but I still needed more....

So in steps Esther Hicks.

Now I know what you'd say

Megan you've gone from one crack pot to another

Thats how I felt and I laughed to myself

But do you know what

Things have been getting better...combining so many bits of puzzle are starting to make a better life.

And Jon referenced  Esther Hicks too.

Its about life really

You can have the best work out routine but still feel rubbish, you can have the best meal plans but still feel sick and weighty, you can look into your mind your past your future but still not understand...but until you start combining it all together with many other things...

Home education

Healthy Homes

Positive relationships

Self confidence

Peace

Cleanliness

Healthy routines (not obsessed)

then life its really hard...talk about juggling woman of today (reference to a TED talk)

But thats enough rabbiting at 3am